Only one star - one of the most beautiful songs I've written

Years ago I fell in love for the first time since being in an abusive relationship. We were close friends, we had a special connection that I've never experienced before. I only had to think of him and he would send me a message. He opened my heart after so much hurt. But his heart was not open, it was not pure. If he'd felt the same, it wouldn't have been so easy for him to walk away. But he did. And the pain I felt was like nothing I've ever experienced. I felt like my heart was being ripped in two. It didn't make any sense. We never even got started. I didn't know it at the time, but the reason I felt so strongly was because he was my #twinflame, the other half of my soul. I never even knew such a thing existed. We’d had many lifetimes together and the #soulmemory of losing him over and over was coming back. While I lay clutching the ground and sobbing I looked up and saw a #star, the first star in the sky. It was my star. Every star represents a #soul, this star was mine and it had a message for me. One of the most #beautiful songs I've ever written. He said it was a rare thing for someone to write a song that transformed pain into hope. I didn't share it because the pain was too raw. I had to rerecord the vocals because I was crying while singing it. I hope you feel it as I did. I still cry when listening to it. Now available for sale on #bandcamp

https://shaniamayer.bandcamp.com/track/only-one-star